"gundu" whopps..no la...fleshy...

Hmmm…. I am putting on weight…well one part I think.. I look cute but at the same time I think I look awful… hahahaha… I don’t bother actually… but people’s mouth I tell you… worse part…my stupid friends calling me “gundu” (fatty)when I am not! Putting 1 or 2 kg don’t make u fat… it makes you fleshy! Hahahha… in conclusion I like nope I love my new look… ! count my admirers then you will believe me…hahhaha joke of the year!

family...n me....

Amma miss you….since morning... I have been thinking of you…why arr…. Are you thinking of me? Family bond is so strong that you suffer even when you are not so far from them…when you can listen to their voices and even see them vividly through modern technology…but I personally think nothing can be a substitute the touch and talk…being with loved ones is most pleasurable moments…J

friends...friends.. friends...

Sometimes I wonder…why do we have friends? Then…I don’t give answers for my question. or I don’t put the effort to find one.. well I see myself as a person who is to a certain extent very independent…and I do my things myself…unless I am at home...the place that I am dependent for many things…for love they pour on me…and extra…
I have abundant of friends but the one that I am close with…not many.. I am friendly but I just cant take everyone meaningful in my life… I think without realizing I have hurt few friends in the sense… I don’t perform in the way that they expect me to be. They want me to be VERY VERY VERY close with them.. I just cant do that when I don’t have the same mentality with them… there is no chemistry… and how am I suppose to be close to someone one that I am not keen to share many things… I am extremely sorry… but the worst part would be when people (friends) force you to be very close to them… I tell you it is the shoddier thing that one will undergo in life…the approaches they take might make you to be frustrated! One day I just hope I can be close friend to everyone…accept everyone as my close friends…either way…hahahaha.. I will… not so hard after all… thank you god for giving all of them to me…I am glad I have all of them…. And I hope… I will…I will… soon!!!!! But…1 thing for sure,,,I can even die for my friends,,, (if I am close with them) so be my friend… my close fiend! You will have the opportunity!!!

change for the better....singging a new song..a new tune

I just can’t believe things are changing in me…Jayanthi…is this you? Well I think I have changed for the better. Without realizing I have said to myself that I am a teacher want -to- be! All this while it has been I am teacher-going-to-be but it has changed now... and guess what I like the change! I think I have an identity now…or am I still searching? Let’s put that away.. changes in me? Why? Why? Why? Erm.. the one and only answer Dr. Malachi Edwin Vethamani! The mahaguru of literature, he is a teacher not a lecturer! he has taught and teaching me many things… he has poured many crucial thoughts that sometimes I wonder how he done that in me! Every second…in his class is always a knowledge gaining second! “He” is what I want to be! He is my idol! He is my guru! He once said to me…”don’t kneel to me, I am not your god” But dr.edwin.. you are my god…I see you in such a pure form as You serve knowledge for those who are in hunger of it I just hope I will get the precious chance to be under your supervision for my masters and phd! Only then I will be a master piece!

march 8 political tsunami in Malaysia....i supppose

It is a political tsunami in Malaysia. It is now 9.27p.m and the results don’t seem to be as expected. There is much fall this time I suppose. The opposition is leading. Reading, Kiat Siang’s blog he sounds happy… I am now updating myself through malaysiakini.com which I think reliable. The current government candidates are slowly, one by one going out of the big ship. I am expecting some changes soon in Malaysia but I don’t know whether it is for the better or for the worse. This is my first time voting…such a memorable event in my life... it was nice experience though… gives me the notion that I am someone for the country…I do contribute something to decide the party that will do the service for the country...(Not rule). I have grown up in short! (Which is hard to accept J ) Let us all pray for the best to happen! If it is going to be a big change in the government team…please do not have curfews! I need to go back to my university tomorrow…my dad is bullying me with that…sigh… ;-(

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